I forgot to add, That i do not post my art work in hopes that someone else will like it, Nor do i frankly care what anyone thinks about me. I post it as a self expression, its who i am.

It has recently occured to me, that i dont feel like i belong anywhere. I have a whole slew of examples, Such as: I like anime, But i dont fit in with the anime crowd, Im a programmer, but a mediocre one at best, Im a computer nerd, yet i dont seem to fit with other computer nerds because i am simply not that nerdy, Im an artist and a poet, yet again mediocre at best, Im not funny, im nothing special, Im just me and it seems thats all ive got, But where do i fit in? Where do i belong? What am i supposed to do in this life? Do i have a purpose? Am i seeing this wrong? Is everyone else fake and trying to fit in and perhaps i just dont go along with it?

These thoughts have troubled me for a very long time, Perhaps since i was young its the first time ive ever announced them for anyone to see. Perhaps writing in a journal on the internet is not the best way. But its all i know.

I feel like i have no place in this world. Its a strange feeling, Not emo or suicidal, Just out of place. I dont know that anyone will ever understand this. But i wear my heart on my sleeve, so here it is yet again.

-- Strange Thoughts, From a Strange Mind.