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dAmnWIN 2.0 Updated by plaguethenet dAmnWIN 2.0 Updated :iconplaguethenet:plaguethenet 1 9
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Cheddar :iconplaguethenet:plaguethenet 0 6
The feeling
I want to complete you, Make you feel whole
I want to be inside you, I want your soul
I want to keep you safe and warm
I want to sheild you, protect you from harm
I want to be strong for you
And show you what i really am
But it requires you to take my hand.
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Alien Landscape without border by plaguethenet Alien Landscape without border :iconplaguethenet:plaguethenet 0 4 Alien Landscape with border by plaguethenet Alien Landscape with border :iconplaguethenet:plaguethenet 1 0
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A night :iconplaguethenet:plaguethenet 0 5
Escaping hell
As i sit here in the darkness of this room
I think of you.
I dream of holding you in my arms,
Saving us both from this empty feeling.
Each day that presses on
Lonely and cold we find a way to survive.
Take my hand and fear me not,
Im not here to break your heart.
Show me you can care as well
and perhaps we can both escape from this hell.
I cant tell you how i truly feel,
Although i think you already know.
Read between the lines my dear
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Will you
In the distance i see
What could be
I can taste it in a way i cannot explain
An open door in front
A long hallway behind
What lies ahead?
I long to find.
I see the light
Moving ever closer
The distance closing
In this dark cold night
I hold you close without you here
I hold you deep inside of me.
I long for you in a way
That i cannot express in words.
You seem so perfect to me,
Everything i ever wanted,
I wish i knew a way to tell you
I wish you knew how i feel.
So you, who holds my heart
Hold on to me and don't let me go
And i will show you deeper inside
I will let you in.
Into this blackened shattered heart,
Somewhere deep inside
Is the loving person that once was free
but now solely hides.
He yearns to be free once more
Untrusting and abused
Fearful of the things before
Entrusted to you is all that is left
Will you hold on? Can you pass the test?
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I dont understand.
I dont understand, why you left me here
You say you love me, Yet you leave me
You walked away when i was in pain
You betrayed my trust, and i forgave
Yet when i did the same, Where are you?
You walked away, What did i do?
You left me standing here alone, Was i supposed to wait?
You gave me nothing to hold onto.
You ignored me when i spoke, Yet you expected me to stay
What was i supposed to do jess? Simply obey?
You left me alone.
I dont understand.
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I know you never knew how i felt about you.
I know you thought it was a game.
I know i hurt you somehow.
I never meant to.
I thought she loved me, You left me alone.
I would have never gone, if i had known.
I've told you how i felt.
Ill never leave again.
I know things are hard for you.
I know life has not been fair.
Take my hand and let me show you.
I want to be there.
I don't know how long it will be before you read this.
I don't know whats going to be.
But in my heart i see it.
And its just you and me.
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Falling from grace
I fell from grace
The world around me darkened
Slowly putting me in my place
Yet in this darkness the sky showed hope
Somewhere in this world
There is a rope
A rope that will pull me from this hatred
Set me free again
allow me to soar the skies
And in my final hour
when it all turns to gray
Nothing will matter anymore
It will all go away.
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Your beauty closes in on me
Overpowering and breaks in
It pushes me in ways i fear
But i would never let my fear win
I know ive been gone and i missed you
Yet my love for you grows
You are in everything that i do
My heart lies waiting.
I feel as though ive failed you
Its why i run away
But know that i will always
come back to you someday.
I turn to you when i need you
because its all that i know
And as you stand beside me
my love for you only grows.
I hide it deep inside
afraid to scare you away
and i sit and i hide
waiting for the day i can set it free
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He can see the door in front of him
He cant seem to find the key
He knows whats behind it
He knows its meant to be
The lock is on a timer
waiting to be set free
he can hear it click
he can hear you
Hes outside waiting to be set free.
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Happy Birthday
Your perfection stirs the best in me
Today is the day i love most ever year
not only is it meant to be the best day for you
its one step closer before we can be
i dream of you
every thought of you makes my heart race
i know im not good enough.
but i cant get over your face.
your beauty calls to me
no matter how near of how far
It calls for me to love you
whatever cost it may be.
Happy Birthday!
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Ill find a way
the time for us to be together is close.
so close i can taste it.
i know you wanted this so badly.
i will find a way to make it.
I find myself setting you up for me to fail
But it wont happen unless there is no other way.
You know this is true, because of how i love you
and how i feel about that day.
I long for you as i sit here.
unable to speak to you.
i dont know if you know how i feel anymore.
and that thought scares me.
I find myself hiding my feelings
afraid you will go away.
afraid its not what you want from me
afraid to say.
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Valentines Day
Will you be mine?
Will you be my valentine?
Can i keep you safe from harm?
Can i hold you and kiss you?
Its these thoughts that trouble my head now
My heart is yours forever, im so afraid.
Ive never trusted my heart to someone before.
But now i know how.
My dearest love im always here.
i may not always show it.
but i love you so dear
Happy Valentines day.
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The Ashes dance upon the fire
The Ashes lie where i be.
I once was an angel floating gently on the sea
I once sored higher than a great oak tree
I once sailed on the open sea
I once loved thee.
The Ashes that fell, fell for me
The Ashes that fell were me
The Ashes that fall are for you and me
The Ashes that lie on rotten ground are the rotten lives around.
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The Falling of Ashes has no meaning to life
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The Falling of Ashes what do you see?
The Falling of Ashes can you hear me?
The Falling of Ashes i am not here
The Falling of Ashes i will never be here.
The Falling of Ashes.
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Jason C.
Artist | Professional | Varied
United States
Current Residence: Worcester, MA
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Favourite genre of music: Hard rock
Favourite photographer: PhantomxTears
Favourite style of art: Abstract/Photomanipulation/3d
Operating System: Gentoo Linux 2005.1
MP3 player of choice: RCA Lyra (40GB)
Shell of choice: Gnome/bash/Blackbox
Wallpaper of choice: A song in Abstracy by StrayBlue
Favourite cartoon character: Inuyasha
Personal Quote: Fuck Salt.
A security issue was discovered, someone attempted to exploit a buffer overflow, the attempt failed but to be safe the server was rebooted, while the server was offline I also increased the storage space for the root filesystem disk.

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Sorry about the downtime.


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ksh Featured By Owner Jan 3, 2015   Traditional Artist
You still around?
plaguethenet Featured By Owner May 1, 2015  Professional General Artist
DRSDavidSoft Featured By Owner Dec 18, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Too bad.
ThunderClawShocktrix Featured By Owner Jul 29, 2013   Digital Artist
your proxie's domanin name expired
plaguethenet Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2013  Professional General Artist
That was resolved the same day it occurred. If there are any other issues please let me know.
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